Today is (hopefully!) going to be a quiet day at home. I have laundry to do, things to clean, and need to scoot out and vote this afternoon. If you have elections in your area, don't forget to vote! It is a great privilege, one not to be taken for granted.
Yesterday I allowed myself to "stress" - I gave the doctor until 1:30, then I called to check on my test results. The nurse said that they had them, and that the doctor would call me that afternoon.
Guess who did not get a phone call......and my doctor is leaving today and will be gone (out of the country, I believe) for the rest of this week and all next week. Hopefully, the other doctor in his practice is picking up the slack and will call me. On top of just wanting to KNOW, and wanting to PLAN the next stage of my "life with diabetes" (meds, no meds, diet, what???) I need a diagnosis and some of the test results to get scheduled with the KICK Diabetes program. So, basically, I am waiting.....and I hate waiting. I want to get information, form a plan, and proceed with said plan in a timely fashion- usually in the form of a checklist.
Yesterday I was texting all this angst to my friend Faith. Here her response to my cries of agony,
"Be still and know that He is GOD, He works all things in His time, trust. I love you!"
To which I responded,
"I am trying. I hate having to depend on other people.:
And her sage words,
"You don't. Just Christ teaching you patience and contentment."
Be still, be patient, be content, wait upon the Lord's timing......I was praying on the treadmill today for God to give me peace. This is not that big of a deal. Lots of people have MUCH bigger issues going on right now. But what I managed to do to myself yesterday was eat a little extra snack and a little less veggie and stress, which raises blood sugars. So this morning I hop off the treadmill and see that my fasting number is 11 higher than yesterday, and I weigh .2 lbs more (I know I should not weigh every day, but watching the number go down the past two weeks has been nice). Physical response to spiritual malady.
So....to take my mind off it, I will keep busy, and share a few pictures from our vacation last week. We were so busy this whole trip that I didn't have time to take many pics. My inlaws took us, and my sister-in-law and niece to Kansas City on the train last Monday. We went up Monday morning and got there around 1. They rented two cars for us (there were ten of us) and we drove to Worlds of Fun/Oceans of Fun. We got to stay in cabins in the park (really nice, little modulars made up to look like log cabins) and just hung out. Monday night we spent 6 (count'em 6) hours at Worlds of Fun theme park, then spent all day Tuesday at Oceans of Fun waterpark. Wednesday evening we took the train home, but not before spending time in the new Lego Discovery Center in Kansas City. And it was there that my few pics were taken. I have better ones....somewhere, but here is what my phone can share with you:
|Henry and Joe make a new friend|
|Joe, Henry and Ben building Lego racers. Ben was easily the tallest person there. Tony declined a visit to Lego-ville, and went to the aquarium with the rest of the family.|
|This is our souvenir picture. Okay, this was fun. We rode through a Lego adventure, and shot lazer guns. I did not do so well. It appears Henry's gun was not activated.|
|Here is a cute one - Henry and Nora playing in the train station. A photographer from the Kansas City Star took this picture while we were waiting to board our train - I copied it off the paper's website.|